My Curriculum Vitae

I don't usually listen to Leona-Lewis-RnB-type-of-music, but I happened to hear a song of hers called "Happy". I can't stop listening to that song now! The song makes me feel...happy! and optimistic about my London trip. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rA4HC9FKxVc
Can't upload the video here directly, grr.

Happy
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy
Just wanna be happy

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy

So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me